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I type this on my new shiny Macbook ( i can't stop showing it off
where ever i can...... :p) as i am half way drunk... and watching
'Saving private ryan' for the nth time, but there is something unique
i realise today. In the end its not the bank balance that matters;
but the instinct of survival without being a cheater. (in theory of
evolution they call it altruists..... or something may be my friend
ashwin can clarify). The movie really establishes the orthogonal to
existence stuff i talked about a while ago..... i amm just toooo
drunk to put it in comprehensible words, but i finally found a theory
that satisfies my search criteria; its the theory of reason of war. I
can say no more .. only war is rediculous enough to justify dying
(lack of existance by somebody who is completely unrelated to the
cause) for a cause or something like that. Again if you don't get it
just let it go i don't think i will get it either.